Sean “Diddy” Combs is worried about his seven kids as he remains behind bars, TMZ reports. The “I’ll Be Missing You” rapper — who is reportedly on suicide watch as he sits in a jail cell at the City of New York Department of Corrections awaiting his sex trafficking and racketeering trial — is “desperately” wanting to speak to his kids,

The two welcomed their first child together, Christian, in April 1998. However, Diddy helped raise Porter’s son — Quincy Taylor Brown — from her prior relationship with singer Albert Joseph Brown III, known professionally as Al B. Sure. Quincy was born in 1991.